About Me!

Im Lev! Otherwise known as Lena in the real world.

I'm 22! I like the mountains

I might be BI, I don't know.

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I don’t feel like I know that much about myself so it’s hard to call me an authority on her, so do take this page with a grain of salt. I would consider myself a jack of all trades... master of none, maybe sometimes better than one? I don’t feel like I particularly excel at anything. In another life I feel as though my calling would be an explorer, courier, or some sort of wandering trader. I don’t care much for staying in one place, I get bored and feel trapped. I pick up things really quick so I tend to do well in new environments and situations that I’m not used to, but I struggle to dedicate the time to master a skill. I’m not an excellent leader so I do the best in small teams or with a partner. I am still a very social creature so I don’t like working or being alone. I love meeting people and going to social and cultural events, it’s one of my favorite things. I try to navigate this life with my abilities and challenges.

At the time of writing this I’m just finishing up a degree at a state school in soil science. I do love plants and am passionate about the outdoors, it’s where I’ve found the most fulfillment in my life. I like being outside and interacting with tangible things, like dirt, in my education and work. Classes and work that feel high level and conceptual don’t motivate me that much, I love knowing universal things that are applicable everywhere. Dirt is tangible, and universal. Dirt doesn’t change like other fields such as tech, business, or politics. However University has left me feeling very burnt out and I don’t feel particularly motivated on that front right now.

I’ve been a lot more motivated to explore ME. Things I never allowed myself to explore I’ve been devoting more energy to exploring. I grew up in a very religious environment (mormon…) as a result growing up I had my life completely planned out. Graduate high school, go on a mission, go to college for a high paying field, get married, have kids, get a high paying job, be a cranky old shit, die. Everything in the church culture was conformist it felt like, you needed to pick hobbies from a list, pick outfits from a list, listen to music from a list, and socialize from a list. So as an adult I’ve made it a point to explore whatever I want, particularly things off the aforementioned lists. I’ve found tons of fulfillment in exploring community, relationships (and their dynamics), my gender, sex, music, and creative expression.

These explorations have led me to many wonderful places. Having my gender be what I want and looking the way I want has massively bolstered my confidence allowing me to explore other aspects of myself. I’ve loved dating and sex, sometimes I date multiple people, sometimes I don’t; my life my choice. Sexuality has turned into a creative outlet for me. It’s not just having kids or satisfying an urge, our bodies and minds are so wonderful and complex, they deserve to be explored shamelessly and thoroughly. Drawing and writing have been a wonderful way for me to express myself and process life. For the record I am not good at drawing or writing nor do I pretend to be, it’s just something I enjoy. So I will continue to do it, particularly on this website :b

I like pretending to be an anthropomorphic deer. Creating a character based on values that I like has been a great exercise in figuring out who I am and what things feel good to incorporate into my human identity. Deer are also just very cute, girl deers with antlers rock. Pretending to be a deer has led me to many friends and a strong sense of community in my life. I am unequivocally odd and always have been. Lots of odd people like pretending to be animal people. So it’s a community I feel very at home in. Werewolves and Dragons should pay extra attention to the contact section of this page.

Some additional things I feel compelled to include. FUCK ASSIMILATION GET WEIRDER AND GAYER NOW!!! EVERYONE IS A LIL BIT GAY AND TRANSGENDER. OUR WHOLE SYSTEM IS RUN BY PEDOPHILES, DON’T FOLLOW THEIR LAWS, RULES, AND CUSTOMS DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT (ethically of course). FREE KURDISTAN. FREE PALESTINE. FUCK TURKEY. FUCK ISRAEL. FUCK THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. FUCK THE FRANC. FUCK BILL GATES AND HIS FOUNDATION. FUCK THE DEMOCRAT PARTY. FUCK THE REPUBLICAN PARTY. FUCK LIBERTARIANS. WE LIVE ON STOLEN LAND. FUCK CONFORMITY. FUCK CONSUMERISM. REPAIR AND MAKE YOUR OWN CLOTHES. GET YOUR CLOTHES FROM OLD PEOPLE YOU KNOW. FUCK JOHN FETTERMAN. FUCK THE EPSTEIN CLASS. KILL YOUR LOCAL BILLIONAIRE. FUCK MARK ZUCKERBERG. FUCK EVERYONE WHO CONTRIBUTED TO RUINING THE INTERNET. FUCK AI. “LGB DROP THE T” “PEOPLE” ARE PATHETIC PIECES OF SHIT AND I FUCK ALL THEIR PARTNERS. TESTOSTERONE AND ESTROGEN OVER THE COUNTER TO ANYONE OF AGE. LEGALIZE STEROIDS. BODY MODIFICATION ROCKS. GROW YOUR OWN WEED. FUCK COORS. FUCK COPS. GIRLS THAT HAVE DICKS ARE HOT, ONES THAT DON’T ARE TOO. MEN THAT HAVE VAGINAS ARE HOT ONES THAT DON’T ARE OF DEBATABLE ATTRACTIVENESS. PEOPLE WITH WEIRD GENDERS ARE HOT. FUCK SPOTIFY. PIRATE EVERYTHING. DESTROY SURVEILLANCE DEVICES. BECOME UNGOVERNABLE.

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Contact me!

Waaaaaaow, just cant get enough me of me ;), feel free to reach out!

email: levviee AT proton DOT me

matrix: leviee:canadathistle.com

also see canadathistle.com/matrix

I love having pen pals so please ask me about this if that's is up your alley :):)